today woke very early felt ok no hip pains thought wow but i am very ill with this cold my ears are blocked so i feel numb im not sure what im feeling went to town and my hips and leg strated to get worse and worse i sat down in the end and i wasnt feeling well or some thing i was feeling freaked out in shops thinking will i pass out trying to divide physical health from mental healthits hard to tell while im like thisthe world is not normal and im not feeling normal had it with docs just like before they wont do anything its just me now a few thoughts aboiut being with someoneby myself gets hard because its lonlyand like this i feel i cant even try to find someone that would want meif i did i would be left but im alone at my age someone should care but no one does that makes me feel in two waysz some one who has lived in a jar and 2 someone no one loves
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that is depression. It\'ll drag the best of us down.
I can relate to trying to separate the mental from phsyical.
I think we should attribute it all to phsyical.
Depression is a physical disease. I
Everything is controlled by hormones. If you are depressed, you are lacking in a hormone.
That is why it\'s necessary to see a Dr. A good one. Not one who is incompetent.
I care!
You should be the one who cares most about you though. Easier said than done, I know.
I like the jar analogy best. That leaves hope. you can one day climb out of the jar.