im getting a few slightly attacking emails from her sour ones  i wounder what she is really feeling ?. i think i will be greatly missed but she will never say that  me?im so used to being on the bad side of things now that i dont expect  anything  but to just get used by people so im a bit blank in reply to the attacking emails from her  i said why really do you feel like this ? and then said that she was a very close friend and special to me  but i think i will just get hate for that  she does not handle rejection well its her biggest problem and i thought i was bad  her family never were there for her so i think she clings to people