feeling alone  i thought my friends would still be my friends though this but they are not that open  the show i am with at the moment is an unknown show but i liked it because its low pressure and im not that well but next show they asked for me and its the longest running show here its in the top 6 and ive been in the top 6 before so really i will have done 2 of the top 6 shows doing this that is quite a thing   so for my work record its a good lablei already have people  acting more positive to me because of it  its like i have some recognition again      

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deleted_user

YAY!

You need to give yourself a lot of credit for this.

Even though you are not doing well you still get offered a job.

I say the friends were never really friends then.
They want what is best for them and not what is best for you.
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deleted_user

one guy is ok with me
ive known him longer than her
so he has more idea of who i am
but she just is not very grown up in the way she copes
she tends to imply suicide or becomes very
attacking if things dont go her way

i know she is just upset and canty cope very well
so i let it go

but it hurts people around her