talked a bit to singer tonight on line  her husband to be ?is a joke everyone knows he wont even she knows it   anyway i told her some things but at the same time told her nothing  i was talking about my ex'sand how it fell to bits and situations  i did mention how i went for talks with health workers at some point  she said im the most normal person i know then said the ones who care most are the ones who have suffered them selfs told a bit to much to someone i am moving away frombut she is a lost sort and a nice person i do have some feelings for her BUT she is one of these trapped people that will chace a dead situation to the end of the earth so im not going to get caught in that trap ive been there before she is nice but a falling in to a hole she cant see and im not going to get dragged in and hurt really i said to muchbut tonight she was quite nice to me maybe i felt sorry for her to be hurtting and hidding it all i just wanted her to know its not so rare  .i still think it was a risk