looked back in on the SI groupand nothing has changed  one girl has made some progressbut i feel sorry for her to post in that swamp of ego & fetish fetish because the way they go on they dont need help they get a kick out of it its a turn on their little eyes lite up at it  i cant find a place to talk aboutthe things im going though so i will have to post here if anyone can understand it .i would be greatfulim not out to die .so dont be afraid of me ,i know it scares people .99% of the time oand for 6 years i havent how safe do you need  i just have things i fight a bitbut its a lot to do with just feeling hurt