in the big picture of time my life meens nothing its just a flash so small and its gonein the big picture its nothing you would not even see it as a flash the only thing that is anything while here is emotionand maybe at the end its all just in us to stop us getting hurt or some basic urge to reproduce right now im feeling living is so pointlessits just a stupid event  and the idea of society is only that its an idea its all a false stuctuer if i die its just like another layer in the dirt