i feel left or alone or what ever the state ive had very few people in my life so its very hard to see a time of something new im getting older and roses are not so sweet anymore they are just complex  if all my life was built round others i would end it now they will fail you  im trying hard to find something in myself that is redeamable so i can say i have a life that is hard it all seems so point less   god i wish the right situation would come along   yes i know there are 4 i's