just spent an hour one line talking with the tukish girl?? my girlfriend?? she called to tell me about her new job on radioshe tends to call when its about her ...she was saying how she likes it in london she asked me to send a pic of myself and she cryed when she saw it and said she misses me  thats the first emotion ive had from her in months but things are still the same i didnt see a way forward she is to far away no where to stay and still dont feel loved enoughi think shes just alone and no one to talk to about things that happen .i also think she is kidding her self that she can last alone in londonshes been here 16 days in a one room flat ..she says she keeps busy