im feeling so down i feel like crying .its not one thing its everything i accept its all like this so its not one thing its all like this .im not well and i feel like im going to pass out or fall im also upset by going to the post office today i had to send a parcel that was to big for normal post but i had to fill in documents copying a german a dressand my address this is the worst time ever to do thisi was so slow and it was such a mess the woman looked at me as to say whats the problem with you i just had to blank her and pretend i didnt notice.if i cant even cope with a post office how can i expect to cope with life im being pushed around by so many poeple that i feel its so unfair i had dreams last night that were the same this morning when i woke i felt like crying i have had enough of living like this its awfull,i am to ill and to sad to cope anymore
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it\'s good to recognize this.
you need time to heal.
it\'s not your fault. it\'s just the way it is.
crying is very good for you. it is healing. there is a reason our bodies want to do it.
did you tell the dr. this stuff? are you still going in?
alot of today was awfull
ive been dizzy all day but the worst thing was emotional
.im better now
now im just ill but im better than before just dizzy
and a bit sick feeling
i dont think ill go to the doctors
.i will see how i do by myself
i was feeling really bad to even ask the doctors
but that was mostly to do with being so ill
that i couldnt cope with feeling so low anymore
i think mental health will have me back before this illness will
last nights anxiety had me so bad
but you may need help.
it might not have to be THIS hard.