im feeling so down i feel like crying .its not one thing its everything i accept its all like this so its not one thing its all like this  .im not well and i feel like im going to pass out or fall im also upset by going to the post office today i had to send a parcel that was to big for normal post but i had to fill in documents copying a german a dressand my address this is the worst time ever to do thisi was so slow and it was such a mess the woman looked at me as to say whats the problem with you i just had to blank her and pretend i didnt notice.if i cant even cope with a post office how can i expect to cope with life  im being pushed around by so many poeple that i feel its so unfair  i had dreams last night that were the same this morning when i woke i felt like crying i have had enough of living like this its awfull,i am to ill and to sad to cope anymore