4 days shes been in the ukand hasnt called me all the old phone numbers are dead  she hant called someone said ring her brother for a number  i say noshe has my number im not going to ring around the world for a number to ring her and make her think about me  as this is i see how she doesnt think about me im not sure how i feel about this  .i think i feel like no ne is bothered about me at all i feel used as well  .i also feel dead about it all because its just a wall of silence   so alone again how the hell do i find someone new i dont even know any one