been on this site nearly 9 months i was a lot differnt in mood back then.i guess i was very illi spend my life alone but when i do deal with someone they swamp me and take myself away then they are gone anagin  i think im ok.no one would ever say im a bad personand and not so soft that im a walk over  i just try to be kind and fair  .i wish i had someone to love that wanted to know what i think or dream