I got locked out of here over xmass ive been alone a stupid sign in problem so ive sat by myself and had to deal with it this xmass was lonley i was even cut off from the one place i have to say anything part of me said this is a sign saying shut up and move on in 5 days the person who i thought i may marry one day comes back to the ukbut i wont be seeing her that maybe a good thing she shut me out so none say rubbish like go to see hershe closed the door it happend again anger do i feel anger is that what i should feel .its not anger its god ....again !!!!!!!and why do they do this to me and internal some thing its not quite anger .its seeing the card house fall again and i dont know where my life is going nowthis felt like the last bus out of town in the middle of the night and im stood on a dark road
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I think it\'s promising that you are connecting with the heartbreak now.
Perhaps this is closure. Closure means new beginnings.
First, you have to try and heal from the heartbreak.
i still cant get away from this easy
.i know she will turn up
even when shes been like this
she hasnt got in contact at all
shes here in about 3 days
i say about because she didnt tell me when
thats how bad it is
if she shows up here i have to have the argument with her
but i allready know how she feels by her actions
im feeling very used
but at the same time not shocked
it happens alot