after tonight i guess my life is not so  screwy  people have to many issues im not to socialbut thats because all i see from people is fighting  even in churches its the same,they in fight lots im unlike lots of people i meet ive spent so long by myself thats why im like thattrying to impress people or prove something is a fools game   i have faults but i know what they areor at least i try to see them the times i act in a bad way is normaly because its a refection of something that has upset me.not someone else. people say humans are social animalsand we need each otherbut most times i think we just damage each otherpeople have lost thier way life is hard because most times its "how can i make life give me what i want" and on a planet full of people  that cant happen for everyone spending a life time with the feeling of "im getting there..."is impossiblemost times its" what just happed ?" giving yourself to someone else is not the answer eitherbecause really they dont care.love is an idea in your mind only and its reflected on to a person, reflections are never equal because 2 people are never the same also taking all you can get from life eg buying stuff or listing lovers feels like a dead end life is an hour by hour thing and also depends on what you think is important and what you think is importantchanges every week a life is ment to be 70 years plusbut really its hour by hour or real life is in a few moments that you thought it was all going your way. for some people to have died while life was good for a few dayswas a better life than 80 years of smashed dreams,