happened again i just woke from a dream where im shouting at someonehad to check i wasnt shouting for real my heart was racing  i have to much tension insied .i do inside im in a quiet panic..i cant express it.every way i have tryed fails so i sit quiet but i am still in the state of someone who screams and shouts i just have nothing left to aim it at   before that i dreamt i was back in time in 1970 lots of things i thought i remembered  while in the past i knew  wich people were going to die and where . i was on a school busthe buss was empty and i said to the driver we have to go back  2 boys are going to die under the wheels of another buss  in the snow he said its to late the buss has gone the bus never gos back  in the same dream i dreamt i met karen carpenterbefore she was illshe was full of life and i listen to her talk with excitement about things a lot of things we felt the same about i knew she would be dead soon and it cloudnt be stopped so i tryed to be nice as i couldand i didnt mention it at all then 2 other people arrived in the past they started being aggressive to her as if they could change itall they did was make things awfull  in the past you cant talk to people and change the out comeits as it is you just upset them more