--
alone i wish i wasnt tonight i realised im am looking at what made my life whatit is not what my life will be im looking it like its over sumerising it i wish i was a better person.i wish my early life was not in such a poor familiy ..i wish louise gave a shit about me .i wish i was a person that people wanted im a person that people al agree is nice but no one wants to love thats hard when you see bad people winningand getting everything you need in life and its even harder when you have told yourself all your child hood that you are a broken person only to have it proved in real life over and overi knew it form 7 and all these years latter it still is that why am i so marked
Replies
It takes time to \'unlearn\' the messages.
I think we are born in tact and our selves are slowly taken away from us.
It\'s good to recognize how patterns were formed. Humans seek patterns. It\'s in our nature.
You see someone broken. Others may see a survivor. Someone who survived abuse and hardship.