57 days

Today is 57 days clean. Feeling kinda happy about it but also missing the escape. Everyday I do think about the casino. But not always wanting to go. Last weekend had an extremely strong pull to go but did not. I know that I will be in a better place this time next year financially and all the way around. Hoping I do not make the mistake and going back. I couldn't handle another financial upset.
 I have other things that I do now to fill my time. I go to more movies, plan time with friends, starting to loom knit again, and reading. I would like to have a boyfriend again but I think I should wait till I'm a little more in control over the gambling thing. 
Looking forward to the GA call tonight. I want to see how everyone is doing.