Xmas went okay.  Mostly helped Carolyn with the cooking and decorating - had trouble even comprehending recipes.Mood is still flat.Managed to get my car in the shop to repair the damage the neighbor did - needed dad's help in talking to the neighbor cuz I don't have any confidence managing my affairs.Got a laptop for xmas - stressfull trying to use it.Going to spend a week at my brother's house near Dallas.