thinkng about past.  I was young once, and was a trifle good-looking, (female) and was more of huntress (hunter if I were male) than  "i want to meet the love of my life and get married" type, which explains why my marrieges have led me to boredom and they did not work out.  well I got to get back in shape to go hunting again,  problem is once you catch them, it's all boring after that and time to go on a new hunt. Unless you caught that real star of your eye.  I remember a couple of those and smile, yeah, the ones that got away (barely).