So... my check came last Friday and it's starting to burn a hole in my pocket so to speak.  I haven't cashed it yet but now I don't know what to do with it. I mean it seems like she doesn't quite want me to visit again for a while which I get so I might just send her something or things but I don't know what she'll think of that. Anywho I have been staying out of group because I can't seem to get into Daddy space at all lately like it's almost been a week.  I don't know what to do about that. I'm sure it'll come back eventually.  Just kinda bummed out about it. I don't know. This is just an update I guess. Peace