I failed again.  I always do. I was supposed to lose consciousness after 6 minutes that didn't happen so I changed positions and still nothing. Looks like I am a complete failure. Can't even kill myself lol. I guess on my next opportunity I wont get wasted before I set up.That might help. She stopped talking to me which I hope means that she is tired of with me. that'll make sure it goes relatively smooth next time. Gets exhausting try to explain to people who don't seem to understand.