With my grandparents and sisters gone my gaming addiction has come back as a way of dissociating so I don't do anything self destructive.  I woke up today wanting to die like I usually do but without anyone here there's no one to distract me from my thoughts. When I play the world disappears so when I dont play all my thoughts of cutting and committing come back in full force. 
I had a feeling she has been talking to Him. She always gets kinda distant when she does.  I guess I should understand that because he is the one person who can calm her down. He is the reason she was clean for so long before her relapse, although he was the reason for the relapse.