Jess came back from SLC tonight. It's nice having her back. We made fun of people in the airport and on the way home she talked about the family she met. She complained about her dad a little saying how he was trying to push the whole father daughter bond thing too much. Also he tried to do things that I do when I'm joking around with Jess and that annoyed her quite a bit. It didn't help that he didn't know when to stop picking on her or get her sense of humor. It seems to me like he is trying to compete with me for Jess. I mean he saw how close Jess and I are and now he is overwhelming her. It kinda bothers me because it seems like it's stressing her out a little bit. She said he wasn't that good of a father because his kids did what they wanted all the time. She even went as far to say that I will be a good father which she hasn't ever said anything like that before. Anywho I'm just glad to have my buddy back. 
In other news this one girl I'm totally into and who will probably read this is totally awesome.  I love her and she seems to be doing a lot better but I dont know if she is just hiding her emotions or is genuinely feeling happier. Honestly I don't think I could imagine my life without her. She is just that amazing.  If she truly is happier then I may ask her out soon. I was planning on heading in that general direction in a couple weeks but due to my grandparents scheduling all sorts of stuff for the house, while they are gone to the east coast, I can't.  I will make it up there somehow byt it might be a little bit. I honestly just want to hold her in my arms and tell her how much I love her. I would also prefer to ask her out in person. I guess I'm old fashioned that way but I'm worried she won't be ready and I don't want her to feel pressured into anything especially if she isn't ready.