Looks like I might be getting some money for my birthday. Shhhhhh don't tell anyone I already know what I'm getting. 
She said she could be Jessica's sister in law which I'm okay with. She's totally awesome. I love her more than I can ever express. She's so chill, funny, strong and just unbelievably gorgeous.  I haven't felt this way about anyone in a long time and while I'm afraid of getting hurt again that doesn't seem to matter.
On a completely random note. I don't know why but I have been extremely horny lately.  It kind of scares me because I lose control sometimes(usually only during sex which I dont have to worry about right now) but I feel a lot less chill than I normally do. Kinda always on edge.the big difference is I can't stop feeling this way. I have tries everything I can think of from getting off multiple times a day to working out more nothing is working.  I am trying to be cautious when texting her because I can go from nice making love kind of guy to full blown fuck your brains out kind of guy. So I guess I'll just stay cautious and hope this goes away on its own.