4-23

I have been just coasting along since she left.  I have been struggling with going to work and coming home to an empty house.  all of her stuff is here and she is picking it up tuesady it has been rough.  knowing i will never see the love of my life again. knowing she has done what she has done really makes me sick.  But i loved that woman and thats what makes this hard.  i wanted nothing but to grow old with that woman.  and now she is gone and i have been struggling with the fact that her life is better.  she left and moved in with her new boyfriend and i'm struggling with making end meets and i'm selling my stuff while she off doing what she wants and i'm struggling.