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it's been over a month and i'm starting to realize what went wrong.  when we met i was dying of cancer and we got marryed becuase of that which was the greatest time of my life.  but i didn't die and she didn't plan on being a wife that long and she left.  it was pretty bad for me becuase i i loved her and it was real for me.  it never was for her.  and it has hard for me.  i'm realizing that i am a good person and she was not.