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so it's her birthday today i haven't talked to her.  i'm can't wish the woman i love to have a great day and i'm not with her.  it fucking sucks. i'm the fool on april fools day.  i want to hold her and i want to kiss her.  i want to hold her and watch her get old but now she is doing it with another guy.  yesteray she came and grabed most of her shit it fucking sucked.  she is coming monday with a truck and i can't bare to watch that shit.  she wants to bring the guy she is banging to help her fucking move get the fuck out of here.  he steps one foot in my house i'm going to loose my mind.  i have another rough week.  it sucks becuase i love her so damn much.  and this fucking guy stole my wife i know it takes 2 people.  i am so upset by this whole thing and it makes me sick.