I have an appointment with my pdoc today. I haven't seen him in a while and I have a lot to talk about. I hope I remember everything. I did write a list to take with me so that will help. I need help. I feel like I am going down and fast. My emotions are all over the place but mostly having feelings of sadness, anxiety, irritable, annoyed, anger, and frustration. Work is a source of anxiety and frustration for me these days due to me not knowing day to day if I will remember how to do my job. I used to enjoy my job but now I'm thinking of quitting which would actually add a lot more stress to my life. My apartment is getting messy and I have no energy to clean which makes me feel like a slob. I could go on but I think I'm done bitching for now. I don't know what to do anymore. I really need help.