To all my friends, I do apologize for being absent for a while now. Ever since I got out of the hospital its been hard for me to get back into real life. Its weird, the hospital helped in some ways but not in others. Unfortunately Im still not doing well. I don't say that looking for any sympathy but just as a reason why Ive been so out of touch with all my DS friends and DS in general. Please forgive me for not being a very good friend. I know Im not the only one struggling and I wish I had more energy and strength to reach out and support you all the way I want too. I don't know why I can't get out of this pit but its torture and Im so very tired of it all. Im still fighting and I have some things coming up soon that may be able to help. I do care for you all and wish you only the best and I will be around when I can for now. Who knows, maybe I'll remember what it feels like to feel good again some day.
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I\'m sorry you\'re still trudging through shit. Know we\'re here for you, should you need our support. Don\'t feel bad about being gone - you need to take care of you. Fingers crossed for the things coming up that may be helpful! ((hugs))
go easy on yourself Pagan! You are too hard on yourself! You are always there in a very big way when you can be. Thank YOU for being such a caring and supportive friend when you can. I really hope you will get to a happier place soon - IT will happen!
Please believe in yourself as much as I and all of us believe in you. You\'re a good friend. Take care of yourself!! BIG HUG - Mark
I\'m sorry you are still struggling Pagan.... don\'t worry about the rest of us... concentrate on getting yourself feeling better and more able.. we\'ll be here when you are feeling better and able to be around more often
take care of yourself (((hugs)))