Nothing new to talk about accept for feeling more sadness today than usual. Other than that its all the same and it sucks. When will I get some relief? I don't know and Im starting to give up on it. Its sad when you get used to feeling like utter crap. Don't even know why Im writing this…..nothing seems to change….its all shit. I guess despite all my pessimism and pain I have a sliver of hope that I refuse to let go of. Who knows how long that will last.
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Keep holding onto that sliver of hope Pagan, just a few more days. You can do it.
It gets harder and harder to hang on everyday. I look forward to the start of IOP but its not a magic pill I can take, I still have a lot of work to do and Im so down right now its going to take a major effort to do it. I will hang on as long as I can.
a sliver of hope can build a whole world! :) I am rooting for you Pagan! Please write me and keep in touch! Peace, Mark
You can make it through today. Repeat that to yourself until tomorrow if you have to. I\'m so concerned about you. I know you can make it, but I don\'t know if you know you can make it. 6 more days