I feel calm right now. Im sad but its ok right now. Its like I have found some acceptance of the depression Ive been fighting. Now that I read that it doesn't sound too good but honestly I feel alright right now or at least I feel like I feel alright. I am making no sense right now. I think I am just so tired of fighting it that its a feeling like giving up to it. No, that doesn't mean suicide. I think it just means that Im tired of fighting…..I want help with this and Ive accepted that. I have such a hard time asking for help….I need to in order to survive. That makes me sad to admit but I want to live.
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hi Pagan. I am sorry I didn\'t respond to this right away - I was at work tonight.
I think acceptance is a good starting point. Accepting is maybe the start of finding the issues that are making you sad - or the triggers that start it happening. Once you discover those - you can start to choose what to do about it - I hope this helps. If you find something is bothering you then you can change your perspective so you can react to it knowingly -rather than be swallowed by it.t. You\'re a great guy. Hang in there - and give a shout out anytime. Peace, M
We want you to live too :) I can completely relate to the feeling of just not being able to fight anymore. I hope you\'re sleeping, and sleeping well.
Big hug for you sweetie.. When you\'re tired, rest my friend... xoxo
oh I hear you Pagan... and I am so pleased to hear you say you want to live... that\'s a good starting point.... I find it so hard to ask for help too.... but that\'s what\'s needed when we can\'t do this on our own any more.... and there is no shame in that... do what you need to do to get better... we are all behind you x
Acceptance is good. How else to fight it? And wanting to live? The will to fight.