Im so sad and yet so angry……its so frustrating. I wish I could cry but I can't allow myself to right now. The only thing I can think about is pain….the pain in my head…the pain in my heart….the pain I want to feel from hurting myself…..I don't want to do that. Im so sad….for the first time in a long while I feel like dying. Its so depressing to admit that but I can't hide from it…I feel suicidal….please make it go away…I don't want to feel this way…help me please…..
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I\'m so sorry you\'re feeling like this, Pagan. (((Gentle Hugs)))
I know you like the dark side of things - but can you pray? Or maybe try and create something of art. There can be a peace found in the sacred, or ritual or even creativity.
so sorry I\'m late to this Pagan... and so glad you managed somehow to make it through the night
(((hugs))) xx