Its weird…I can't seem to say anything. I read posts that I want to comment on but can't seem to organize the thoughts in my head and transfer them into a meaningful response. I read my friends journals and the same thing happens. I just can't transfer the thoughts from my head to my hands to type them. I actually feel numb. Its very frustrating and I hope it doesn't last. I think the problem is that I think of so many things to say that it all gets jumbled up in my head and I can't sort it out. I feel bad because there are some very good people here that I would like to show my support to but can't seem to do it. This is all very weird. Maybe I feel some how that what I have to say isn't important or helpful or meaningful. Maybe Im just so emotionally messed up right now that it makes it hard to figure out what I want to say or how to say it. I have been very tired and emotionally all over the place lately, maybe that has something to do with it. I don't know, just trying to figure it out. To anyone who reads this I want them to know that I appreciate their support and kind words and hope to return it when Im able.

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malibumark
malibumark

no worries Pagan! You are not alone in having a hard time expressing yourself. I know I have had a hard time with that at times. I figure we just give when we can - and that\'s totally cool. No judgements. Sometimes I can\'t comment and I have to just say to myself - that\'s cool. I hope you have a good weekend! Peace, Mark
dizzynini
dizzynini

Not a problem Pagan, we all have those moments.
PaganSpirit
PaganSpirit

Thanks guys. I don\'t know what my problem is right now
sadiegirl13
sadiegirl13

YES. DITTO. Thank you for articulating that!
PaganSpirit
PaganSpirit

Based on your comment my words made sense to you and Im glad I could articulate that. I feel like I can\'t articulate anything right now. Sorry if you are going through the same or similar things as me.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD

I\'ve gone through this a number of times on here... Not to worry sweetie...I just draw a blank at times.. It\'s the space that I\'m in at the time... I\'m so sorry you\'re feeling so rough right now... Be gentle with you... This won\'t go on forever... There is stability to be had Pagen... Big hug of comfort for you...xo
rubyblue
rubyblue

happens to me a lot too Pagan.... sometimes I just put xx or (((hugs))) to show I\'ve read a journal or a post.... sometimes it takes me so long to reply to a post that by the time I have there have been numerous replies before mine and mine seems all out of context...... it will pass my friend xx
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD

Oh yes I agree with Ruby... I\'ve done the same thing many times... Just sent a \'big hug of comfort\' or I\'ve put a link to a song that I think might be appropriate... xo
PaganSpirit
PaganSpirit

Naturally Im at a loss for words right now but I want to at least express gratitude to you guys for making me feel less like a freak about this.