It's hard for me to understand trust. It seems that I have always made bad choices with whom i given mine to. I thought I was getting better at this these days. I was wrong. It seems that I am still someone who allows themselves to be used when needed and then discarded. Now self doubt which has always been so prevalent in my life has taken it normal hold over me after I was feeling progress with my decisions. I started to trust that I was a person who was worthy of being liked and who could accepted for my true self. I feel that is a lie. I am good enough when someone needs something or can use me for some service and then I will be forgotten. Luckily I am doing better with my battle against deppresion or this pain would surely have killed me.Scott
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i know the feeling scott
I sure can relate to you my friend when it comes to trusting, and being used for what I can do for someone, then forgotten for the most part. keep your chin up!!! your priceless.
It\'s hard to know who to trust and who not to. I hope you are not being to hard on yourself. I think you are a great person.
It is really difficult to learn how to trust, especially after someone has let your trust down.. But don\'t push that onto yourself. you\'re a good person, i kno where your coming from, so hang in there, and you can always talk to me :)
wow look how well liked you are... all these comments on here for you....
hey hun i know where u r coming from. feel the same most of the time. cant trust and wen i do i get it thrown back in my face. so for now i just try my best to see things at face value but it is not always been that easy.hang in there babe.xxx
You are worth keeping! Trust is a delicate thing. Try to see it as their loss and not yours. If they are shallow enough to stoop to that level they are no worth having in your life. The right people are out there. Many are right here as I see how many people responded to your entry!!Take Care
There\'s no doubt that i have been in this kind of situation over and over again. I\'m 22 and feel that for my entire life i have been used for whatever reason someone can think of. Either b/c i have a car, or i listen to people when they need it, and then they toss me away ( just about every \"friend\" i have EVER had has done this to me, and as i result, i don\'t really have any.) But what i mean to say is, is there is someone in this world like you, that is caring, understanding, aware, and all the other wonderful things that you are, there\'s hope! You are that hope! If you exist, then for sure others like you do to! Don\'t ever think of yourself as unworthy or undeserving! It\'s the complete opposite! It is hard to trust people when you feel that u keep getting hurt over and over again. But it\'s a big world out there. There can\'t just be one type of person.
I know this entry was written a while ago, but i hope that you always remember that you\'re important and worthy. I think that some people, when they come across a person that has things to offer, they take advantage. So never think unworth! Your thinking should be more like \"i\'m too good and worthy of so much.\"