Pics
I've been sending out pics lately from recent trip, and (as is customary, i suppose) folks send back nice comments on how the family looks, etc. I have often said "thank you," and at the least have not done my usual "Oh god no. I look like crap. this is embarrassing." I guess this might not be real progress, though, as i have only been selecting the pics in which i look halfway decent. In all the other pics i look like a tarred whale...
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my husband is currently in his counseling appt (or wrapping it up about now). i\'m scared to death about what he will \'come home with.\" In my own counseling earlier this week, I made plans for presenting my husband with an ultimatum, to bring an end (hopefully) to his hurtful manipulations. Told him to discuss all this with his counselor. i suspect, though, that he\'ll just be discussing with her preparations for a divorce. He\'ll make me sound like the manipulative one. He\'ll make me sound like I\'m having \"an episode and about to do something foolish. He\'ll make a case to take my son away from me. So tired of the tension. So tired of the pain. So tired of the storms. So tired.
Awww that\'s awful place to be, those thoughts, the anxiety. Big hugs. I hope you will add me as a friend. How old is yr son?