WTF

I'm really sick of this roller-coaster.  I have no idea why I'm spiraling downward yet again.  I can't identify a single trigger, certainly none that were absent during the previous few days when i was just as serene as could be...  If anything, being one day closer to my vacation i should be feeling better.  I probably shrug it off it it weren't for the tremendous guilt i feel about going ballistic in front of my little boy...so SICK of this sh*t.  want to bawl and stab someone at the same time...(i won't.  just stating the feeling)

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Tazmom09
Tazmom09

hmm..i\'m confused but embarrassed to say...I guess i didn\'t/don\'t realize the difference between a \"support group\" and a \"group\"...really confused...but hopefully with the right group now. doesn\'t matter; same deal, i guess! anyway, made it to Friday with no real problematic coping issues...on balance, \"OK\". we\'ll see how the wknd goes, as being with him round the clock is a serious challenge...