2008
scary thought is im still here from 2008
im still writing to a page i joined on a day i wanted to kill myself
2 years
i still get flash images of cut yourself
.i dont know why that makes any sence at all
but it is what i feel i should do
tonight i am alone
because of a strange situation
i wish someone was leaving me because i were an ass hole
but im always left by people that think im a nice person
i know lots of ass holes and they have stable lifes with someone
again cutting my self makes sence again
im still writing to a page i joined on a day i wanted to kill myself
2 years
i still get flash images of cut yourself
.i dont know why that makes any sence at all
but it is what i feel i should do
tonight i am alone
because of a strange situation
i wish someone was leaving me because i were an ass hole
but im always left by people that think im a nice person
i know lots of ass holes and they have stable lifes with someone
again cutting my self makes sence again
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Yah, I think cutting makes sense.
It takes the emotional pain and makes it
something physical. I actually think it\'s
quite clever.
It\'s just so darn socially unacceptable that it causes
more pain in the long run.