Doing Better

Well, the new meds seem to be working but I've been so sick for the last week it just might be taking my mind off my troubles.  Not that I have any huge problems, I really don't.  Just sad and lonely mostly.  I miss Gene so much.  I had a dream last night that someone was pulling me out of bed and I kept reaching over for Gene to help me only to realize he wasn't there then I woke up.  Not sleeping well at all.  Usually up at least once or twice a night.  You know what's on TV at 2 a.m.--nothing.  So there I am wide awake and unable to fall back to sleep.  Once I finally do, I have the weirdest dreams that wake me up again.  Oh well, at least I'm getting to work.  I've cut my hours back to 7 a day rather than 8 as there just hasn't been a lot of work for me to do.  Hopefully things will pick up soon.  Still looking for a new job but haven't gotten any responses to the resumes I've sent out.  Just keep telling myself this is where I'm supposed to be right now and when the time is right, something will come along.