I'm Back

I finally got my laptop back and I'm finally able to get back here and catch up.  My desktop system downstairs is just soooo sloooowww.  It got to frustrating to try to get here.  But I'm back.   Let's see, I made it through four days of work this week.  Wednesday was a really bad day and I never even got out of bed until 4:30 in the afternoon.  All I wanted to do was sleep to escape the horrible grief, sorrow and pain.  So I did.  Other than that, I've been ok.  Even went to lunch with some folks from work on Tuesday and talked about Gene without breaking down in tears.  However, on the way home from work today Gene's face popped into my head and I just started crying.  I just never know when it's going to hit me.   I'm going to catch up on my messages and hugs now.