I woke up crying this morning. I had a really bad day yesterday, and today is starting out any better. It's raining here, and I just want to crawl back into bed and sleep, it's the only peace I get. I'm tired of fighting the sadness I feel every day, all day. I miss Gene more and more each day that passes. I feel lost and scared. The kids are coming for dinner tonight and I could'nt bring myself to go to the grocery store yesterday. I've looked forward to Monday nights when they are here, but not today. I know this is normal right now. Grieving Gene's loss is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Nothing compares to the pain I'm feeling right now.
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I\'m praying for you today! I send you love and hugs....Did you meet with a grief counselor yet? I\'m sure that will help you with the process. \"One day at a time\"..... Sandy
I meet with the grief counselor tomorrow at 4. It\'s also Gene\'s birthday, he would have been 58. I didn\'t make it to work today. But I\'m feeling a little better right now. I made it to the grocery store to get dinner for the kids. We\'re having pork and sauerkraut. Thanks for the prayers. It is comforting to know that so many people are supporting me through this.