Made it through another day.  Wasn't a great day, but I got some things done at work and a couple small tasks at home.  I have no ambition to clean or do much of anything right now. Just getting through the days is tough enough and seems to wear me out.  Living without that great man of mine is hard, harder than I could have ever imagined.  I did get a call from the grief counselor today, and I'm scheduled to see her next Tuesday.  I hope she can help me deal with the sadness and emptiness I feel, and provide some guidance on how to go on and live my life.  I  can't see anything right now but tears and fears.  Just the thought of clearing out Gene's clothes reduces me to a weeping mess.