Bad day, bad bad day.  Can't stop the tears from flowing.  It's like a pain I've never felt before and it's not any easier today than it was two weeks ago.  If I didn't need my health insurance so much right now, I'd take some more time off from work, but I just can't swing it right now.  I've used up all my leave in the last two weeks, plus some.   I had to go out to my car twice today just to pull myself together.  I miss him, I miss him so much.