Well, today I'm not sure if I sure be singing Elton John's "I'm still standing", or "The Bitch is Back" (pardon my French!).
Thank you to MissDonna and Feliciac for dragging me out of that pity party I was at. Neither of you will ever know how much it means to me, but know that I am here for you too!
I've been through worse and if some four-eyed, balding weenie thinks he can take away from me what I've spent half my life building, he's more of a fool than I thought. If I have to clean houses, or get a job at Walmart, nothing will keep me from achieving my goals. My first husband was foolish enough to think he could destroy my spirit and self-esteem, but he was wrong too. And bigger and better things came out of that situation, so it shall be now.
The past few days have been spent working on starting my own business. I'm not quite ready to go into all the details yet, but if I can get it going, you guys will be hearing all about it.
Yes, I'm still smoking. I'll be back to square one very soon, so you'll all be hearing about that too--again!!! I'm determined to quit. I'm not smoking in my house or my car cause I can't stand the smell. I wash my hands after every cigarette cause I can't stand the smell. I brush my teeth six times a day cause I can't stand the smell. So, no, I'm not happy about falling, but I'm being realistic right now about what I can expect out of myself. Give me a couple of weeks to get on track, and I'll try until I get it right!
Thank you to MissDonna and Feliciac for dragging me out of that pity party I was at. Neither of you will ever know how much it means to me, but know that I am here for you too!
I've been through worse and if some four-eyed, balding weenie thinks he can take away from me what I've spent half my life building, he's more of a fool than I thought. If I have to clean houses, or get a job at Walmart, nothing will keep me from achieving my goals. My first husband was foolish enough to think he could destroy my spirit and self-esteem, but he was wrong too. And bigger and better things came out of that situation, so it shall be now.
The past few days have been spent working on starting my own business. I'm not quite ready to go into all the details yet, but if I can get it going, you guys will be hearing all about it.
Yes, I'm still smoking. I'll be back to square one very soon, so you'll all be hearing about that too--again!!! I'm determined to quit. I'm not smoking in my house or my car cause I can't stand the smell. I wash my hands after every cigarette cause I can't stand the smell. I brush my teeth six times a day cause I can't stand the smell. So, no, I'm not happy about falling, but I'm being realistic right now about what I can expect out of myself. Give me a couple of weeks to get on track, and I'll try until I get it right!
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I think you\'re on the right track! Keep going!
hey now,whats wrong with working at wal-mart? my boyfriend works there and makes pretty good money!and remember, it\'s not where you work, it\'s all about keeping your dignity!i think it\'s better to be true to yourself rather than kiss corporate butt!you are worth some much more than they or you give yourself credit for!don\'t settle hon! you are worth that great job! there\'s one out there for you, you just haven\'t found it yet!have a good day! and don\'t kick yourself for smoking...it happens! we all fall sometimes! i hope your attempt at your own business works out for you!!! boomertoo