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I can not believe I choose the wrong path yesterday. Yesterday was a bad day I allowed my to do crack with weed I have not done in over 10 years the coke that is. My whole body is shacking again, man I can not believe this I have to all back over again. I am so disappointed in my self. I am going to a NA meeting this afternoon. I do not know if I want to face those people today. I was weak cause I thought one more time before I have to go to some kind of program. I am just so frustrated!!!
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We all slip up but the important thing is to realize you are stronger than any drug and you can, with the strength you have inside you, come out of this ok. You. Can. Do. This. Hugs and peace to you...
I have done what you just did a million times. It is very hard to quit everything and not go back to drugs, especially coke. I have found the thing that helps me is to find out why I was turning to chemicals. For me it was childhood molestation and the fear and anger that came from that. I used because I was trying to cope with those problems. You are not a loser or a failure, you are just someone who was using drugs to cope with pain. That pain can be healed and you can find victory. Drop me a line if you need to talk.
I believe with each new days sun we are blessed with another new beginning,. Please be kind to yourself, healing is a journey and you are on the right path. If someone else had stumbled and made a mistake you would be kind to them, show yourself that same compassion and forgivness. HUGS AND HOPE FOR A BETTER TOMORROW.