well, as usual, i was not happy at work. as a matter of fact i was oissed. i only am scheduled 4 days this week instead of 5, which set me off on sat. today i nearly blew my head off!! dorraine, the woman who if you can remember is a terrible worker, bad with customers etc... was suspended and this current week she had no hours. yeah we were all happy. well i come in today and i see she is on the schedule for today! no one knew why, as the schedule was still blank on sunday. now, she is giving that bitch another chance, after many, started as 4 hours turned into 6 and i dont get MY hours. also today barb called someone in early which wasnt neccessary. wtf am i dog meat? i also overheard that dorraine will get more hours this week. i cant tell you how upset it made me. i had to take my emergency med. i was pleaseant with the customers, but when not with one a had a miserable face and was very quiet. i am so sick of this shit. i know this is a broken record, but i think this is the last straw. i am going to buy word tommorrow, install and have to apply. my anxiety and my self worth is hurting me. this shit has taken away my appetite, feel no hunger at work, today had no hunger for lunch, zero. i made myself eat some. its like my appetite has vanished.
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