well, as usual, i was not happy at work. as a matter of fact i was oissed. i only am scheduled 4 days this week instead of 5, which set me off on sat. today i nearly blew my head off!! dorraine, the woman who if you can remember is a terrible worker, bad with customers etc... was suspended and this current week she had no hours. yeah we were all happy. well i come in today and i see she is on the schedule for today! no one knew why, as the schedule was still blank on sunday. now, she is giving that bitch another chance, after many, started as 4 hours turned into 6 and i dont get MY hours. also today barb called someone in early which wasnt neccessary. wtf am i dog meat? i also overheard that dorraine will get more hours this week. i cant tell you how upset it made me. i had to take my emergency med. i was pleaseant with the customers, but when not with one a had a miserable face and was very quiet. i am so sick of this shit. i know this is a broken record, but i think this is the last straw. i am going to buy word tommorrow, install and have to apply. my anxiety and my self worth is hurting me. this shit has taken away my appetite, feel no hunger at work, today had no hunger for lunch, zero. i made myself eat some. its like my appetite has vanished.
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What the hell is wrong with those people. I seriously don\'t understand it and I\'m glad you are buying word tomorrow. YOU NEED A DIFFERENT JOB. Something fun and somewhere where you are appreciated. I\'m so proud of you for eating at least a little. Don\'t let this put you down as a person. It\'s them not you.
I agree with Karrin a new job but it\'s hard to do any change... But really they should take care of there good workers! Keep pushing and trying to eat.. And Karrin send it best it\'s not you at all it\'s them but Ed tries to sneak in anyway.. Hang in there
Hi Ann, try to hang in there. Obviously you can do so much more than work at the deli at price chopper. Right now it\'s serving a purpose by getting you out of the house and a paycheck. You definitely need to find something else. Do you really have to buy word? It\'s expensive. Maybe you could use a computer at the library?? Just a thought.
Anyway, hang in there. You did well by making yourself eat. Keep it up buoy need strength.
Thats terrible ... the way the job market is these days youd think they would fire the person thats not doing a good job and treat the ones that are working hard alittle better than they are. They could fire that girl and get someone in there in a matter of minutes! You are doing the right thing looking for a new job... its truely going to be their loss. You are a better person than they are... deserving to be treated with respect... good job trying to eat at least something :)
my main concern of having stayed there is the health insurance, with all the doctors and meds. i need to find a job that has immediate benefits, such as a hospital, i cant afford to wait 6 months. mommypac, i know it isnt cheap but i am thinking it as a way to make it as easy as possible for me to invest the time to find a job. i appreciate the sentiment though, actually, my friend put my resume on her computer but i have yet to get there. i am so glad i have today off, tuesdays is my normal day off. i am feeling restless and so want to go shopping for a new outfit for the many events i have coming in april and may. cant decide if i should allow myself. i am definetly going to recolor my hair this week before my birthday, i made the semi color last longer then normal, its been 8 weeks. this i will do. i still have little appetite but i did eat my cereal last night, because it is my comfort food but i wasnt hungry, just wanted it and my time i eat it, when i sit down and watch tv. it was purely eating out of emotions, like i always used to, and that is scary to me. i so dont want to go down te road i have been on many times.
Oh Ann, work sounds terrible. I know (from different context) how hard it is to put on a brave, happy face for dealing with people, like your customers, when you really just feel so horrible. The health insurance issue is a real bugger! Please don\'t let ED take this opportunity to sneak in more. You need all your strength to try and make changes. Take care.