Well I was sleepy earlier and laid down for 3 hours got back up at 1a and have been playing here on the computer until i get sleepy. Since this is my last journal entry I will be able to make until the 20th i guess i'll make it a good one.I am getting ready for my trip to FL on friday, I already reserved a room for day one of my trip. I've got my maps ready and have started my packing list. I am really looking foward to it I just hope everything goes well. I am going to have my brother look over my car today and just do an overall check up before I go I may put new brakes on so I can be sure to make it through the mountains alright.Avon went real bad this campaign. One of my best customers is moving back home overseas. Her sisters and cousin are still here and I am hoping to keep them interested. I guess it really is good though because I can use failure at my SSD hearing. My lawyer says it is good to show that I am trying to work and even better that I fail. I can't wait the extra income will finally put us in a financialy stable place espically living here in MI where the economy is worse than most everywhere else.Remmy is doing well. It is really concerning me that he had a real good week this past week. He did well before christmas with a substitute teacher and we really didn't address the reason why. His regular teacher got offended when I pointed out he became a problem again when she returned. well most of last week he had a sub again and did exceptionally well. I really think it is his teacher that triggers alot of his bad behavior. We were going to have him tested but it really is not something his mother wants to do so I have looked into homeschooling options that may really work out. If his regular teacher comes back and he has problems again We are going to pull him out. Its not fair to the other kids if he is disruptive and not fair to him if she is the problem.We would put him in a couple of classes at the Sylvan learning center and start a homeschool cirriculum with one of the online schools. He is enjoying Karate lessons and getting some limited social interaction with other kids and I would try to find other ways to get him involved socially with other kids his age.It seems like I have a lot going on and am right on the verge of all of it falling apart but somehow I keep getting things done and going along. Having out tax money back helps because it is more relaxing not to have that stress. I would love it if the economic stimulus package goes through it would arrive just in time for summer taxes and that would be great.All in all I feel real good lately, mood swings still exist but are not all that bad and I am able to maintain real good productivity. I am shaving regularly and changing my clothes. I am just having some problems with sleeping but i'm not real worried. I really have to do something about my diet I haven't been eating real well but my weight is still real good. I have so much good stuff to look foward to I just hope I can keep on top of the little things.