WELL I KNOW THAT I AM IN A MIXED CYCLE FOR SURE. I HAVE A OVERALL FEELING OF DEPRESSION BUT I'M ABOUT TO GET HYPER BECAUSE MONEY IS COMING AND I HAVE A CAMPING TRIP. IGET TO HOOK UP MY CB RADIO TOO.THE POOL IS UP 100% AND LOOKING GOOD. THE DOG IS HAPPY AND HEALTHY MY CAR SITUATION IS STILL F'D UP I'LL HAVE TO WORK ON THAT MONDAY. THAT IS MY BIGGEST NIGHTMARE LATELY. I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I MAY HAVE TO GET A LAWYER.ITS 230 AM AND I HAVE TO BE UP AT 630 THIS ISN'T GOOD BUT I WILL NAP AN HOUR TOMORROW WHEN I WAIT FOR MY WIFE TO GO TO WORK AND THEN BE MOTIVATED TO PUT IN MY RADIO. THEN I HAVE TO GET MY CAMPING GEAR TOGEATHER. I'M STILL NOT SURE ABOUT THE WEATHER SO I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START BUT I DID FIND A POWER SUPPLY FOR MY APNEA MACHIENE.I NEED TO TAKE IT WITH ME EVERY NIGHT SINCE I FOUND OUT I HAVE SEVEERE APNEA AND COULD EAISLY SUFFUCATE IN MY SLEEP. KINDA SCARES ME MORE THAN A HEART ATTACK.I THINK I WANT TO TAKE A VACATION WHEN MY SON GETS OUT OF SCHOOL. YOU KNOW ONE OF THOSE HOSPITIAL TYPE JUST FOR A WEEK OR SO GET MY STRESS UNDER CONTROL BEFORE I LOOSE IT IN A BAD WAY. I HAVE TO PLAN IT WELL WITH ALL THE BILLS PAID AND A WEEK MY WIFE CAN TAKE OFF WORK. AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY, OR FOOD. YEA REALLY PROVES I NEED TO BE INPAITENT DOESN'T IT LOL.JUST FUCK IT...TIM