MONEY'S TIGHT AND TIMES ARE HARD HERE'S YOUR F'N MEMORIAL DAY CARD.LIFE HAS BEEN JUST PLAIN CRAZY LATELY. FROM DEALING WITH BANKS ABOUT MY MORTGAGES TO MY CAR LOANS, TO MAKING SURE I DON'T OVERSPEND MYCREDIT CARDS AND KEEP THE WIFE UNDER CONTROL ON HER FURNATURE BUDGET.  PDOC IS A LITTLE HELP SO I HOPE I CAN KEEP THINGS GIONG ON TRACK WITH HER.GOOD THINGS ARE GOING ON THOUGH TOO. MY WIFES POOL WE BOUGHT WITH HER TAX RETURN IS ALMOST COMPLETLY UP. WE FINALLY BOUGHT A BED THAT IS COMFORTABLE TO SLEEP ON. AND WE GOT A SOFA SO WE DON'T LOOK LIKE COMPLETE WHITE TRASH WHEN PEOPLE COME OVER.I STILL WORRY ABOUT TOO MANY LITTLE THINGS LIKE GETTING MY SOCIAL SECURITY MONEY. AND HOPING I CAN KEEP THE BILLS UNDER CONTROL SINCE MY ACCIDENT AND THEY HAVE ALL GONE UP. DAYS COME THAT I JUST WISH IT WOULD ALL GO AWAY AND THEN OTHERS THAT I THINK I CAN HANDLE THE WORLD. IT IS JUST GETTING REDICULIOUS.I'M TIRED NOW AND I'M TRYING TO GET INTO THE HABIT OF GOING TO BED WHEN I FIRST GET TIRED SO THAT I GET A DECENT AMMOUNT OF SLEEP DURING THE WEEK WHEN I HAVE TO GET UP AT 6:30. SO GOOD NIGHT...TIM