WELL I THINK I'M GOING TO KEEP REMMY HOME FROM SCHOOL TOMORROW, THE OLD LADY IS OFF AND I WON'T HAVE A CAR UNTIL I PICK UP THE RENTAL. THEN I HAVE TO TALK WITH THE INSURANCE CO. THEN THE LAWYER, I DON'T KNOW IF I NEED HIM OR NOT.

THE OLD LADY DOSEN'T GO BACK TO WORK UNTI WED AND THAT IS THE DAY I GET ROTOR RUTER DONE ON MY DICK. I DON'T KNOW IF I'LL BE HOME IN TIME TO GET MY SON FROM SCHOOL SO I HAVE TO ARRANGE WITH MY SISTER IN LAW TO PICK HIM UP. AND SHE IS GOING THROUGH MENAPAUSE NOT REAL NICE LATELY.

I WILL HAVE TO ARRANGE TO PICK UP MY MEDICAL RECORDS FROM THE HOSPITAL IN THE NEXT WEEK SO I CAN GET THEM TO MY PDOC AND PCM ON THE 3RD AND 4TH. I GET PAID ON THE 30TH AND HAVE ALOT OF BILLS TO CATCH UP ON AND GET READY FOR MY CLOSING ON MY REFINANCE. ON THE 2ND.

I DIDN'T QUIT SMOKING WHILE IN THE HOSPITAL I WAS BUMMING THEM OFF PEOPLE I'[M JUST NOT READY YET TOO MUCH SHIT COMING UP. I HAVE CUT BACK A LITTLE THOUGH.

IT'S JUST GOING TO BE A ROUGH COUPLE OF WEEKS AND I 'M HOPING TO GET THROUGH IT WITH OUT GOING TOO MANIC OR THROUGH A MIXED EPISODE THE MIXED ONES ARE THE WORST. I'LL KNOW BETTER AFTER I SEE MY PDOC ON THE 3RD.

TILL THEN A FEW PRAYERS WOULDN'T HURT AND MAKING SURE I STAY ON MY MEDS WILL BE VERY IMPORTANT.

THANKS FOR THE CHANCE TO LET IT ALL OUT.

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I will be praying for you. About the surgery, all the red tape (God save us from the ins. companies), so many details. I can understand about the smoking. I have a hard time laying them down when I begin feeling overwhelmed, which is quite often lately. Please let us know how the surgery goes. Sounds like you have everything planned out well.
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Keep your head up hun. I will keep you in my prayers tonight.